Abstract
BACKGROUND: Little is known about physicians' birth experiences and the perceived relation between physicians' professional status and their birth outcomes, particularly in nonsurgical specialties. This study aimed to explore the birth experiences of physicians in Canada and to determine their perception of the relation between their profession, and their birth experiences and obstetric outcomes. METHODS: We undertook a qualitative descriptive study consisting of in-depth interviews with practising physician birthing parents, all members of the Canadian Physician Mothers Group (online Facebook community) who had deliveries between 2016 and 2021. Data were analyzed using conventional content analysis. RESULTS: Fourteen interviews were conducted. Half of the participants worked in primary care specialties. From participants' narratives, we developed 5 themes pertaining to physicians' birth experiences: (negative impact of) professional culture of medicine whereby professional responsibility trumped personal needs; (mixed) impact of medical knowledge whereby participants felt empowered to make decisions and ask questions, but also experienced augmented stress due to knowing what could go wrong; difficulty stepping out of physician role; privileged access to care; and belief in negative impact of physician role on birth outcome. Some participants suggested possible reasons that physicians may have worse birth outcomes than the general public. INTERPRETATION: The professional culture of medicine was largely perceived as a negative, in particular, the pressure to deny one's own needs for the good of patients and colleagues. Physicians' increased access to medical care combined with their higher levels of anticipatory anxiety around childbirth could be exposing them to increased monitoring and surveillance, thus augmenting the likelihood of medical and surgical interventions.